Cat & Spider
" Trust "
What is happening ? What is going on now ? This feeling is back and stronger than ever befire. The feeling of doubts and mistrust. This is why i don’t trust just anyone with one single approach. Other than the friends that I’ve made and still in contact with them through fun and loud conversations, the others and the former ’ fun-time- friends are pathetic. One time, they were all supporting you all they way but they turned their back and betrayed you in the last lap of the race . Leaving me, alone.
A very good example would be the two former ‘brothers’ that I had during my Secondary School days. The two of them supported me through the good times and bad times that we’ve encountered together. However there were also times that jealousy had advantages to dislodge the bonds between us. Jealousy over an opposite sex had occured between me and one of the two ‘brothers’ for three times. Since he was my bro for the time being, I quietly settled down and let him have the white flag that I raised. It had happened thrice. Three miserable times. These three times that I let him win over me. Knowing him well enough, he would have a few tricks up his sleeves. To destroy me, emotionally. It was all clear to me but I did not bother to retaliate. Standing strong and firm even though having a tough time enduring the pains and sufferings. I gave in to him, for his happiness but only for that moment. Thanks to this experience, I know that I could never trust anyone new so easily.
Moreover, thanks to this experiece, I have developed a place in my mind. A place for plotting of revenge. A sweet revenge is when you physically hurt the person. An even sweeter revenge is when it is plotted and stragetically setted up to emotionally discourage or ‘haunt’ the person, weakening him without dirtying my hands. Phase one has already been taken care of. This is phase two and its purpose is to show who I am referring to. Furthermore, this isn’t a threat, its a warning. They are two different things. Be prepared, former friend.
Ohyeah, nameless assholes that tagged me. Once I know who the hell you are, you will be seeing an ugly side of me. It doesnt matter who and what relationship that we have with you. I will and I dare.
I will find a time to update. I’m sorry people, I won’t be repling my text messages or calls unless it is urgent. I have to buck up for my Os. Till then,
Bye .
such a bad week ):
My title says it all. Yeah, I had a bad week. The outcome, results and replies are all so devastating.
1. Monday - Was forced to do push-ups cause didn’t bring my pe attire, and I was fasting on that day. Recieved some bad news from Jie Wen, my CCA counsellor. That news shook my heart. All the hardwork that we had put into, are all going to waste if this still carry on . ):
2. Tuesday - Principal & Vice-principal came to our classroom and informed us that one of our classmate’s dad passed away ): . Such a bad time of the year to lose your love ones. Kok Kiat, be strong. We are here.
3. Wednesday - Almost went out of point during oral examinations. Was aiming for a distinction for it. However, due to my rushing in reading and conversation, I will most probably get a Merit Cert. ):
4. Thursday - Went to school at arnd 9am+ for Prelim Science Practical Examinations. It was torture =.= . Physics experiment was set up wrongly. Chem experiment, I misintepret the meaning of BOILING tube =.= . I thought we had to boil the solution in the tube =.=. Probably a fail ):
5. Friday - Had Prelims English Paper1&2. It was alright but wrote down the wrong format for speech. Oh well, the class also did the same thing.
6. Saturday - I MISSED MY GEOGRAPHY LESSON =.= WTF la . ):
Such a bad week. I am here where no one can help me. All the lies that you all given me, will just stay as lies. Thanks ):
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Yesterday changed blog song to G.Dragon - Heartbreaker ! :D niceeeeeeeee.
oh yeah! i didn’t mug at all ytd =.= . Was trying to figure out why my AuditionSEA cannot start =.= . hais. It took me majority of my time to recover it and I still didn’t manage to figure it out. ):
For next week,
- - Olvl English Examination
- - Prelim Science PracticalExamination.
- - MUGMUGMUG
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5A1 formal ~
Fasting !
beeboobaabiibuu >_<
FAST FAST FAST FAST FAST! Hope all my muslim friends ENJOY fasting this month :D . Don’t give up ! Don’t SMOKE ! :X
Next week Wednesday, facing the Olvl English Oral Examination >_< HUAT AH ! I have the desire to score a distinction for it ! Wish me luck people !
Next week Thursday, will be challenged with Combined Science Practical Examinations for prelims. ohhhmyyyy>_< . DISTINCTION FOR IT TOO! if possible , the best of my capability ! :D
Well, yesterday was friday, went out with Aqillah and Jenson for the movie named ‘Where Got Ghost’ at around 5.15pm . It was ridiculously hilarious! Some scary scenes scared the shit out of Aqillah who was covering her face with both of her hands. ROFL! Spent the whole entire afternoon with those two. AND! they both went well together ehhhh ~ O.O LOL!
Will be spending the afternoon mugging? hope so .
Till then, bye !
Sharon ; Sotong Shi jing Syafiqah! Syahidah! Syahirah! Valerie! Vanessa Vivian Jie! Xinhui Yasmin Zina! Zubaidah
